what is happiness?

bring me back my happiness!!!

i have forgotten what it's like to be happy. i've lost it a long time ago.

i'll only feel happy when someone else that is around me is/are happy- children, people...

me?

what happened? why and how i lost it?

i want to be happy therefore i'm searching for it.

i haven't found it, yet.

to love others thy must learn to love thyself.

so...

will i ever find my happiness?

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