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updates...Again!

activities as follows:

DECEMBER '05
somewhere early Dec '05 (can't recall exact date): joined friend's production as Stage Manager+Lighting Designer
middle of Dec '05: busy with rehearsals
29/12/05: ARRRGGGHHHH~~~! SHOWTIME @ MMU Multipurpose Hall 8:30pm

NOVEMBER '05 - Deepavali & Raya holiday

OCT '05 - ZZZzzz....~ Again (except work, that is)

SEPT '05
3-4/9/05: Pertandingan Deklamasi Puisi Kemerdekaan Peringkat KL
not joining due to some reasons :( just finished work by that time (9am...sheesh...)
24/9/05: going to see a new theatre group rehearse @ the old Kementerian Kebudayaan Wilayah Persekutuan building somewhere around 8pm, hopefully can find new theatre/performing arts contacts there :D didn't go either...lazy bum!!!

AUGUST '0511/8/05: kamikaze lighting design & show 830pm @ ASK ("Bukan Bunuh Diri")

JULY '05 - ZZZzzz....~ nothing to do-lah except tiring work, work, work, work, WORK...

JUNE '05 - helping out ASK friends with…

contd of :)))

i've got the offer~ going to UiTM Shah Alam this december
ahahaha...sooo happy :D

ramblings

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another lazy, boring saturday morning (or weekend rather)...and it's fasting month.

oh yeah, which reminds me to wish all you people out there happy fasting & may you be strong (evil grin).

like i said, it's a boring weekend here (or probably it's just me). nothing's met my expectations so far, i.e. career-wise coz i'm getting fed up at work. maybe i'm just too annoyed by the working hours or unsatisfied customers nagging, even screaming right into your bloody ears, which in many years to come i'd be diagnosed as D.E.A.F. by the ENT specialist if i don't pity my eardrums.

>sigh< i guess that's what us humans do if we're upset etc. of something/someone. it kinda gets you up there (the brain) for quite a period of time. anyways...i'm tired with all these, just wanna have some peace of mind. don't worry, i just need some Zzzz~ as i've just got back from work.

life's to be enjoyed & live life to the fullest but always remem…

:)))

at last...

i'm called for the UiTM master's interview on 3/10/05 from 830am-1230pm..
wish me all the best of luck ppl

My script - TAWAKKAL

WATAK-WATAK:

Suara 1/ Doktor
Suara 2/ Ibu
Suara 3/ Bapa
Korus

SETING:
Pentas yang boleh dikatakan kosong, kecuali layar putih dan sebahagian kecil kawasan pentas yang diset sebagai wad hospital.

Sekujur tubuh berbaring di atas sebuah katil, wajahnya pucat dan bibirnya biru. Seorang kanak-kanak dalam lingkungan usia 9-10 tahun sedang bertarung nyawa dengan penyakitnya, bergantung harap pada nebuliser yang entah berapa kali ditambah dosnya.

1. SUARA 1: Sudah lama dia berbaring di situ. Masanya amat singkat. Kita tak
boleh tunggu lagi.

2. SUARA 2: Tunggulah sedikit lagi. Dia masih punya harapan bukan?

3. SUARA 1: Harapan yang tipis.

4. SUARA 2: Masih boleh berikhtiar bukan?

(KORUS Geleng)

5. SUARA 3: Marilah sama-sama kita berdoa moga Tuhan mendengar dan
memakbulkan hajat kita.

6. SUARA 1: Moga Tuhan bersama-sama kita. Saya undur diri dahulu.


PENTAS GELAP

7. ANAK: Mak…? A…

activities update....>Sigh<

activities as follows:

MARCH '05
13/03/05: submit finished mock-up model to friend in ASK (friend's favor)
17/03/05: UM's theatre prod. bump-in, 8am @ Auditorium Jabatan Perdana Menteri Putrajaya
18/03/05: lights rigging, adjusting & focusing & plotting session: run through + technical rehearsal(s)19/03/05: SHOW TIME, 8.30pm @ Auditorium Jabatan Perdana Menteri Putrajaya
20/03/05: SHOW TIME, 3.30pm @ Auditorium Jabatan Perdana Menteri Putrajaya

APRIL '05 - free!!! except for ASK classes, that is...

MAY '05
mid-May (most probably around 24/5/05): rehearsals for ASK production "PROTES"
sundays: ASK classes @ 2pm...this' what happens if you're the kinda person who love's to skip classes... :P
also somewhere in May: office's short performance for the Rewards & Recognition ceremony (it was supposedly held in mid-April)

JUNE '05 - helping out ASK friends with theatre performance "PROTES"
performance cancelled

JULY '05 - ZZZzzz..…

feast on this!!!

something for the eyes...check it out!!!

www.gudang.name.my

it's me again

bz again (more likely off the hook)...

my life's a whole massive entangled wires that i'll need to sort out a strand at a time & it's causing me a lifetime!!!!

anyway..i'm planning to pursue my masters hopefully by the end of this year (yeay!!!) & become yet another graduate pondering what to do with poor miserable life...wish me all the best ppl. what i'll be doing? hmm...visual communications in UiTM Shah Alam...broad prospect i hear from the experts.

til then, i'll still be working @ my miserable place in cyberjaya until further outcome of my masters application. by the way, i'll still have like 4 miserable months to complete my 1 year in that company so wish me well & hopefully i'm brave to go through the 4 months...

hope i'm still sane though... :)

as posted on http://alienatedme.blogs.friendster.com/li3naedme/

ever wondered one day, after that long deep slumber you'd get up feeling there's something amiss somewhere? have you ever wondered that you'd missed something so valuable that it hurts your heart so badly?? life had been a long, winding journey...perhaps an eternal one...perhaps an enigma or an occurance. too many choices, yet the slightest incorrect decision leaves you scarred or traumatized for another decade or two, maybe your entire life...scary ain't it?believe it, it is...

my activities updated...after a while :)

activities as follows:
MARCH '05
13/03/05: submit finished mock-up model to friend in ASK (friend's favor)
17/03/05: UM's theatre prod. bump-in, 8am @ Auditorium Jabatan Perdana Menteri Putrajaya
18/03/05: lights rigging, adjusting & focusing & plotting session: run through + technical rehearsal(s)
19/03/05: SHOW TIME, 8.30pm @ Auditorium Jabatan Perdana Menteri Putrajaya
20/03/05: SHOW TIME, 3.30pm @ Auditorium Jabatan Perdana Menteri Putrajaya

APRIL '05 - free!!! except for ASK classes, that is...

MAY '05
mid-May (most probably around 24/5/05): rehearsals for ASK production "PROTES"
sundays: ASK classes @ 2pm...this' what happens if you're the kinda person who love's to skip classes... :P
also somewhere in May: office's short performance for the Rewards & Recognition ceremony (it was supposedly held in mid-April)

JUNE '05 - helping out ASK friends with theatre performance "PROTES"
performance cancelled

JULY '05 - ZZZzzz..…

me...i'm back!! (but will i be long here???)

huh!

after a while, managed to get some stuff into my other lonely, isolated blog (rojak poetry that is). looks like i'm letting something out of me after so long!!!

just check out my poetry blog:
http://rojakpoe3.blogspot.com

have fun (and i mean LOADSA FUN!!!) ppl!!!

~~holiday~~

i will be away...in kuching...just to relax my tousled up mind & emotions :)
pls do not miss me...
i'll be back with more materials (hopefully)

currently i'm assisting my former ASK lecturer (more likely being his research assistant or RA) for his PhD thesis. progress in 2 months' time.

as posted on T.I.P

characters:a girl, mother, father, doctor

the story focuses on the girl & whtever she's going through in her coma.

a girl, probably 9 or 10 yrs old lying in a hospital bed, admitted for about 3 days because she had acute asthma. her face is off white & her lips are bluish. she's on oxygen gas & life support & her parents are beside her, hoping & praying to God that she'll make it through. as she lay unconscious in bed, she had dreams/ visions - sees her parents - quarrelling, disagreeing with each other over issues (upset with in-laws, work conflict, relative rivalry, etc.)mother repeatedly shouting out for a divorce whilst father was being extra patience with mother. all these happened mostly without her knowing her parents fought as both parents didnt show any signs of tension/discomfort to one another.

each day/night, in her dreams, the girl will see how the relationship between her parents worsen & each time she sees these tears rolling out of her …

alia's activities (to be updated)

well, well, well...

after my long M.I.A., i've finally got something right (at least, that's how i wish & hope it would be!)...getting back onto the right track, plus getting busy.


activities as follows:
MARCH '05
13/03/05: submit finished mock-up model to friend in ASK (friend's favor)


17/03/05: UM's theatre prod. bump-in, 8am @ Auditorium Jabatan Perdana Menteri
Putrajaya

18/03/05: lights rigging, adjusting & focusing & plotting session
: run through + technical rehearsal(s)

19/03/05: SHOW TIME, 8.30pm @ Auditorium Jabatan Perdana Menteri Putrajaya

20/03/05: SHOW TIME, 3.30pm @ Auditorium Jabatan Perdana Menteri Putrajaya


APRIL '05 - free!!! except for ASK classes, that is...


MAY '05
mid-May (most probably around 24/5/05): rehearsals for ASK production "PROTES"
sundays: ASK classes @ 2pm...this' what happens if you're the kinda person who love's to skip classes... :P
also somewhere in May: office's short perfromance for the Rewards …

as posted on youth.arm blog 2/3/05

1) screwed! improvised
well, this more or less the same story as my previous post only i'd figure it's better to be direct,straight-into-your-face kinda stuff. take your pick ppl!!

screwed! scene: in an isolated room in an asylum. a girl stared into the blank space in front of her, emotionless. there's a distant yet crystal-clear voice saying, "you've hurt me so deeply & it's funny that you still have your daughter & wife with you. you've used me so much i felt isolated, perhaps alienated from everyone else, including my family. worse of all, you despised my circle of friends for what they are but you are no better yourself. you are no womaniser but you are the Dajjal yourself, using your so-called piousness to deceit the whole world, even women. you are a destroyer & i hope that God'll forgive you for all the sins you've done &amp; the damage you've made. i'll never forgive you for what you've done to me & i pity your …

M.I.A. (updated)

my activities which involves the arts scene (or theatre most likely):
january (saturdays & sundays): attend part time classes @ The National Arts Academy (aka ASK) in Theatre Tech. if there are no classes, i usually hang around @ the institute watching my friends running their rehearsals.

march (19-20/3/05): involve into my friend's final year project - lighting design (my fav.!). rumours have it performed @ Auditorium Jab. Perdana Menteri Putrajaya. hmm....
*UPDATE* Final year project "The MAgic Feather Boa" performing @ Auditorium JAbatan Perdana Menteri Putrajaya, 19-20/3/05. Times TBC.


april: involve into ASK final year student's project. Date(s) & time(s) TBC.
june: help another friend of mine with his project in ASK. TBC.

hmm...when am i suppose to get active back in VTC??? most probably after i've finished my short term classes in ASK, i hope.

bz,bz,bz....Zzzzz

i need a calendar in this blog 2 keep track of my activities (do i hv any?!). v. occupied with work until i forgot 2 update this lonely, isolated blog of mine (isn't this supposed 2 be my e-journal 4 VTC???).

my rough activities outline (so i think it should b called):

December 04: managed to be employed into my new work @ HSBC Cyberjaya (wk1)
: managed to attend VTC's classes (wks 2,3)
: bz @ work (induction training) (wk 4)

January 05 : enrolled into ASK short course (wk1)
: just finished my induction & being deployed 2 USA dept (wks 2-4)
- need 2 adjust my body clock according 2 USA online time

sadly, i've got insufficient time 2 "indulge" myself actively in any theatre/arts performances due 2 my crazy schedule (i asked 4 it didn't i?). i'm still figuring things out & reshuffling my time, which i spend mostly s…

22/1/05 session

ensemble work

man...

how to say this?
hm...ok, fine - i totally lost it! so much 4 the discussion w/my team mate azhar. i lost it for about a moment of eternity there. it seemed forever, since i've been too atached w/my new workplace. but anyways, not 2 broken hearted - all comments are taken positively, thanx 2 the members of the floor & victor's comments.

moral of the story?
all work & no play makes alia a zombie gal of the day (or night)!!
ppl, pls don't end up like me...PLEASE I BEG U!!!

new year resolution(s)

i wish that this year i'll be more focused (i try to!), mature (hmmm...) & hopefully be a 1000x better than i was previous years ago (wow, that's quite sometime ain't it?)

btw...i was thinking of creating a new blog, most probably a poetry blog..got the idea this evening & perhaps get some people to contribute/share their poems on this particular blog. anyone can comment each other's piece.

i think i should create the blog NOW.