ever wondered one day, after that long deep slumber you'd get up feeling there's something amiss somewhere? have you ever wondered that you'd missed something so valuable that it hurts your heart so badly?? life had been a long, winding journey...perhaps an eternal one...perhaps an enigma or an occurance. too many choices, yet the slightest incorrect decision leaves you scarred or traumatized for another decade or two, maybe your entire life... scary ain't it? believe it, it is...